Heartless

Yes.. Saya Heartless.. I've been crying x kira siang malam, each and every day..
Sedih, Jaik ati ngenang dirik..
Ngenang suma yang dah jadi dengan drik slamak tok..


Feeling so much better sikit, bila i found out, ada yg maseh care for me, even if were not that close before.. She listened to every single things yang aku padah.. I even cried, ntah lah.. Rasa mcm burden yg aku tanggung ya dah kurang sikit.. Tapi, still.. Xkan ada yg dapat merubah smua ya, unless i made my own decision to take any actions..

I need someone to guide me, I need someone to hold me through all those nightmare.. Tapi ada kah wujud ? Ada kah Prince Charming yg akan nyelamat Princess ya mcm dalam Fairy Tale ? Fairy Tale akan still remain a Fairy Tale.. Tapi, kinektok is Reality..
P my life nang dah rasa mcm dalam Novel.. Tapi ending nya belom di polah gik..
Entah Sedih, Entah Happy..

I am still hoping, I will be able to smile. Once again. Senyum yang sik fake.
Senyum yg reflect aku bena2 Happy..

Life is getting harder each and everyday,
I'm tired of living..


Tired of Living..
Tired of Loving..
I'm better off alone..


*sigh*